When God Moves

One of my closest friends contacted me through one of those personalized web sites for keeping up with friends who live close to you and far away. I am not sure if she would like me to share her name and we had a healthy friendship. She did not have a problem calling me out on things I should not be doing to myself or others. She got married and eventually I got married. I divorced and she remains married to her love, Mike who is/was in the United States Air Force. I found out she lives a few hours away from me in Linden, Michigan and we hope to reconnect soon so we will be seeing each other.

Because I was dysfunctional in relationships, God figured I would not learn where I was at in Ohio so He moved me to Michigan. It is very difficult to be in dysfunctional relationships when no one knows you. So here in Michigan began the second part of my healing/therapy. How do I be functional in relationships? Well, I went back to school to work on my bachelors at the age of 31. Here I learned many things about myself and others. I attended a small church in Ohio though got somewhat involved at a large church in Michigan and stayed with that church for close to nine years. It is very difficult to be dependent on others when no one around you is willing to be an enabler so I learned how to be inter-dependent which I believe is how God created us. I am very excited to reconnect with a friend though now I wait for her to call me back.

What Can I Say?

God amazes me every day I wake up with Him by my side. It is not every morning that I imagine God sleeping in my bed though I do imagine Him going to bed with me every night. I curl in His arms as He holds me calming my mind from the day's work and all the goings-on I had to deal with throughout the day.